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This is all of us

2010-10-27T21:22:00.001+08:00

We talk shit even though we don’t like people shit-talking us. We laugh at people but get mad when they laugh at us. We complain even though we’re complaining about how people always complain. We say we’ll never do this and that but end up doing it. We say we hate haters when we’re the ones hating our haters. We’re hypocrites and you know it.

Life never stops teaching.

2010-10-26T21:18:00.000+08:00

I’ve learnt that no matter how much I care, some people are just assholes. I’ve learned that it takes years to build up trust, and it only takes suspicion - not proof, to destroy it. I’ve learned that you shouldn’t compare yourself to others; they’re more screwed up than you think. I’ve learned that the people you care most about in life are taken from you too soon and all the less important ones just never go away.

Happy 4th!

2010-10-03T12:08:00.008+08:00

Sadly, Justin and me could not celebrate our 4th month on the actual day which is on 4th Oct. Why? Because that's the starting of EOY. Boo. But that doesn't mean anything. Instead we celebrated in advanced on 2nd Oct which is yesterday! Guess what, we spent almost 16hours together. Can you imagine how tired we were? :/

In the morning, I couldn't wake up on time even after having 7missed calls. But I'm not sure what struck me awake. Justin was already outside waiting for me, so I woke up in a hurry trying to find my camera charger and then off to prepare. Took an hour to get done with it. Exchange presents and went over to his house. Keidi's still quite fierce towards me :(. Left his house at 10.30AM to Jurong point. We didn't realise that Legend of the fist is rated NC16! Luckily someone agreed to help us buy the tickets, phew.

Had lunch at Ishi Mura after movie, played L4D2 for just a little little while and off we go for photo taking! We left the west area around 5PM. Then went to esplanade! What made my heart sank was that my camera freaking ran out of battery! I swear I'm so going back there again with FULL battery of my camera. That place is beautiful. We still had DSLR though.

Heheh. Poop Poop. My favorite photo! :3

Drank starbucks, walked around to snap photos and we spent our time talking at the Singapore River. It's funny how we've decided to leave for home but we kept on getting distracted by beautiful backgrounds/things to take a photo with! So we finally left around 10PM +. Saw 2 drunkards on the train lol.

Very very fun and enjoyable day with my dear! :)

Without you, I'm nothing.

2010-08-21T01:27:00.002+08:00

I guess he's that one person who will always be in my heart.

He's that person who I would like to keep for the rest of my life. He's that person who I will always love, and will never have the will and strength to move on from. He's that person who I will always remember of making me feel special and of beliving in me when no else was. He's that person who will always understand me, or try to. He's that person who I will always get along with. He's that person who I can't imagine my life without. He's the person, he's that one person.

This instant.

2010-08-15T11:36:00.009+08:00

Although my birthday is on 16August, I had loads of fun for my celebrations in advanced. Yesterday's especially. But let me start from Friday the 13th..

I've got a very shocking present from my little Jonnies. Something that I never expected it to be coming from you - A camera I wanted since last year. Thanks :). Movie planning was quite a failure, gosh how could we actually forgot the way to places we always go? Totally late for movie and no cabs were available for flagging at all. Took a long bus ride back to Jurong East interchange. Jonnies is fun to tickle, he doesn't react or shove your hand even when the itchiness is killing him, weird max. After we alighted, we trained to Lot 1. Pizza hut was full, so we reserved 2seats and went window shopping. We've decided head back to Pizza hut and coincidentally, they called us and told us that there were seats. Nice timing eh. A very nice dinner by those huge transparent glass windows :). But there was a huge commotion, someone fainted or maybe passed away at the outside of Lot 1. I was looking out of those transparent glass windows at the commotion until my pizza turned cold. Still nice anyway. Photo spam after our dinner and home sweet home!

Had another nice meal yesterday at Seoul Garden! I'm feeling like a lucky little girl~
Yummy, I wanna eat those chocolate-dipped marshmallows now.

There were even fireworks! But not for me though, it's daaaa YOG. I've finally found a very nice orange long purse and a cool LED watch. But they soon became my birthday presents, hoho. Thank you!

Vivian was hysterically hyper, kept on laughing for no reason. Check out her face.

Basically, just long hours of snapping, laughing, singing, talking and EATING! I'm enjoying it more than enough. Made Ice Kachang with Jonnies and the machine was fun. Not to mention, I wasn't expecting a birthday cake AT ALL. Therefore I got very surprised and stunned when the manager and workers sang me a Birthday song with a cake in her hand heading to our tables. I was still talking normally away to Vivian thinking that there's someone who's having his/her birthday on that day. Silly me.

Guessss what! It's my favorite Mango cake :). But Vivian's allergic to it so she gave it a miss.
We all had a slice while Junjie had 2. Left 3pieces for Jiahao, Samatha and Lenard. There's not enough for Juliana, sorry. Yunhong and Nicole went home first while we were snapping photos halfway and some were eating still eating their cake when another batch of fireworks came again! We rushed down flights and flights of stairs just to reach a spot to watch it all. Beautiful. But that's all to it.

We then had mad time laughing at Samatha's stupid walking style LOL and were all blinded by the brightness of the flashes. Slacked for quite a long time around the stairs, took photos and such again. It's really fun, I can't describe it. I'm damn happy!

Thanks everyone! I love you alllllll, muacks!!!!!!

Count you twice.

2010-08-08T10:08:00.005+08:00

Hmm, maybe I should resume blogging again? Think that I'm losing all my readers already. (?)

Now let me start all the way from Friday, 6August.

Skipped school as there's no lessons but celebrations. Instead, Justin came over to my house @8.30AM. But I was still very sleepy after I've let him in. Went back to sleep and eventually woke up @10.30AM. Played computer games, cooked lunch for him and such. He went back home to get ready for Vivo! Met up @4PM again. I swear Justin's jaw dropped when he stepped into Harbourfront as there's breadtalk and pizza hut. Collected Avatar: The last airbender movie tickets and we bought some snacks and drinks in. It was great. We had our dinner when the movie ended, but sadly I can't finish up my delicious dinner. Hung out for around 40minutes and it's time for home~

Overall a very wonderful day :).

About yesterday, I was at the gym with Yijie. Ate lunch at home and Justin came over again. Computer games for awhile and we went over to Safra. There were Yijie, Yunhong, Chenpang, Leonard, Junjie, Jeremy, Zhilong, Zhengfeng, Justin and me. L4D2! Dinner at Ishi Mura after gaming. Yijie and me was having mad fun bullying Zhilong and so we all went to BP for catching. Not really a blast because the park was way too big and yucks the grass were muddy. In the end, we all went back to play L4D2 again :). Home after that.

In your eyes.

2010-07-31T23:07:00.008+08:00

Hello. I've been neglecting this blog of mine for quite some time, therefore I'm here to say hi :).
I'm having a lot of fun during the days I didn't update about. Enjoying my life to the fullest!

Are you?
Find me @cupcakesforjen.tumblr

Eternal sunshine.

2010-07-20T20:35:00.004+08:00

I think sometimes you have to lose someone completely before you can figure out what they really mean to you.

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Good thing school ended 2hours earlier because of O's. Great start of a brand new day again thanks to Justin's effort of sending me to school :). Had 2class tests for today and I'm having another Geography test tomorrow and I totally forgot about it until I starting blogging about tests. A quarter of the day was spend in school and the other quarter was spend after school.. Justin came over to my house and I cooked lunch for him. The gas actually ran out so I was cooking noodles with some portable stove. Done with the eating and cleaning, we watched Naruto and slept till 5. Haha, I missing you already dear :P.

Marshmallows bits.

2010-07-19T20:08:00.002+08:00

It’s so funny how we set qualifications for the right person to love, while at the back of our minds we know that the person we truly love will always be an exception.

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Yay. My little Jonnies sent me to school today :). It's great to hear his voice over the phone and to see his innocent face early in the morning. Lmao I'm having A-maths test tomorrow yet I don't know a single shit. Haven't been listening to class for 2weeks. Fail much. Nothing to elaborate in school because it's always gna be the same cycle. Went to Mac with Justin and I was reading all the funny FMLs and laughing at his face with some of the entries. Got my fringe trimmed too, pretty much love it but there's not really an obvious difference.

Not to forget.. caught Inception, the movie with Justin yesterday at Lot 1. But we had our early dinner before the movie starts, had gastric before we make our orders :(. So Justin bought hot milo for meeeeee. Anyway, movie was excellent.. every little plot just blew my mind away. You seriously need to catch this movie at the cinemas. Only bad point about it was it's too draggy and I was holding my bladder for quite long :X. We wanted to head over to Safra to meet up with the rest but I was too tired after the long bus ride from Lot 1 to Jurong Point, so I ended up taking another bus back home with the company of Justin!

Of all.

2010-07-17T11:28:00.010+08:00

We're like two magnets. I'm the negative and you're the positive and no matter how much I run away, I always end up being attached to you.

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Oh my God. Haven't been updating for like what, 5days? :O

Let me see if I can remember anything that has happened for the past few days..

(Tuesday)

Okay.. it's true that I can't recall anything in school BUT, there was CIP for my class. Had lunch with Yijie and headed back to school's foyer to report. Whole classed walked to Golden Willows.. like an Army troop lol. Many of us were practically slacking away. Yeah no doubt I am too. After we're released, Yijie, Samatha, Choonsiang, Leonard and me went over to Jurong Point to meet up with Justin. Vivian and Ziting was there too. Some of us bought our contact lens. The rest went home while Justin and me ate waffles and talked near my house area. He then sent me off at 8PM.

(Wednesday)

Jasper, Xueyin, Kenneth Teo/chew, Yijie and me were in class while the rest of our classmates went down for P.E. Yijie and me were eating cereals and drinking milk LOL while Teo was biting on his wholemeal bread. Jasper and Xueyin were sleeping. But we got caught by the fucking Vice DM. We gave cocky reasons though lol, and got punished by walking in the field for 5rounds or no recess! And Litte Jonnies Justin came to my house after school just for a little nap. :P

(Thursday)

Wooooooooo, did experiments in the Chemistry lab. Finally Ms Lin have decided to let our class enter the lab since the last incident in January. But it's kinda warm inside because all the fans were turned off to prevent the fire from going off. Chemical's color were absolutely pure beautiful. But no matter how many colors I've mixed together, it's always the same old dark magenta. Had Mac for lunch with Justin, Yunhong, Nicole, Choonsiang and Sheryl at Jurong Point. Triple date? Hoho kewlll much :).

(Friday)

I was sent to school by Justin kenggggggg. xoxo!

Timetable was super slack and the weather's great for sleeping, but I didn't get the chance to fall asleep. What a waste. Went to Yijie's house with Justin while waiting for Chenpang, Choonsiang and Samatha. It wasn't worthwhile anyhow, 4hours there you go~. Anyway, Justin came to find me @9PM. We ate hot fudge together and I had fun torturing him, heheheh.

You'll soon realize.

2010-07-12T19:21:00.005+08:00

There are times when I want nothing more than to look you in the eyes, because it’s when we’re looking at each other in silence that we end up saying the most.

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Despicable Me was such a cute movie! Really really cute and I hope to get some of those little yellow cutie pies. I'm certainly sure I'm not wrong to say that Justin, Yijie, Vivian and me enjoyed this movie quite a lot yesterday. Yijie and Vivian went home after the movie while Justin and me hang out for a few more hours before parting our ways. Mood was somehow bad when I know the fact that I have to go home because it will only mean that I can only get to see Justin the following day :O.

So I got to see him today, after 15hours! He bought Milo packet for me during recess again, thanks :). The whole class was dead thanks to the World cup. I had a nice sleep in class today. Mrs Chan gave up teaching us because she knew that we're all going to sleep like a dead log. I gotta say she's one smart teacher for not wasting her effort on us for today. I somehow feel that I'm not learning anything at school because every teacher's presence or existence doesn't seems to be visible to me. I'm always chatting away with the same old people in class everyday without the teacher bothering us at all. And half of the class even skipped Chinese lesson to play soccer. Not to mention I'm one of 'em too. Pure ownage eh..

Went to Yijie's house with Justin after school.

All of us took a short nap lol. Too tired, probably..

Cuddling up.

2010-07-11T10:59:00.004+08:00

Everywhere I go, seems to remind me of you.

Your presence beside me on the bus, your fingers locked with mine when you're walking me home. The speed of our movements when we get down the bus, and the sound of the lift button you'll press countless of time.

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Yesterday was great. Little Jonnies Justin bought breakfast up to my house. Hotcakes :D. We watched the movie called Crows Zero and Crows Zero 2 while eating. It was then about time for us to meet up with the rest @Safra but we took a 2hours nap instead :X. I don't know why but I felt secure. I love to look at your sleeping face, it looks like you're sleeping real tight with all my bolsters, pillows and my huge cozy blanket. But it's a pity I have to wake him up because we're heading out. Took ice cubes and placed it against his face, neck and stomach because that idiot doesn't want to wake up! Did not take any photos because of his freaking sleepy face -_-.

Played L4D2 for only an hour. Then to Pizza hut with Choonsiang, Ernest, Chenpang, Yijie, Kenneth Chew, Leonard, Samatha, Junjie, Vivian, Yunhong, Nicole, and Justin. But sadly, not enough seats for the time being and we have to wait for 30minutes. Eventually we split up and decided to gather later. Yunhong, Nicole, Justin and me went to NTUC. Once again Justin got pwned with his food knowledge. Back to Pizza hut after receiving a phone call. Fish in tomato cream sauce pasta was nice. Shared with little Jonnies and fed him the crispy fish~. I wanna eat that dish again :(. Mushroom soup, pasta, garlic bread, ice lemon tea and pizza wooooootsa! &went home with Nicole after such a delicious yummy dinner.

PEW!

Beautiful times.

2010-07-09T17:26:00.005+08:00

Opps. Justin had just left my house not long ago and I'm missing him already but it's alright because we're still meeting later :). So I'll get started by updating about what happened in school today..

It was drizzling in the morning so I did not get to jog during P.E! We went to the gym instead, but I did sweat too. Had quite some fun though. I was dead bored for Chinese lesson, tried to sleep but can't.. Played Bingo again during recess and I haven't get to win Kang for even once :(. Hehe, thanks Justin for getting me a packet of Milo :P. Yijie and me was doing some stupid things and we said many funny stuffs in the Physic lab, we had mad laughings in short. Lol. Nothing much for Assembly, to me it's just a waste of time. I was playing with my windmill throughout.

Accompanied Yijie, Vivian, WanQi, Yunhong, Justin for lunch. Chenpang, Choonsiang, Ernest and Leonard were seated at the table next to us. We all went back to school to complete our NYAA booklet. Kinda miss Mr Koh's voice :O. It was already 2PM so Justin and me went for CCA. Shurtini's teaching was damn damn damn amusing. Her teaching style and drawing is just like a child's entertainment. Weiling, Justin and me laughed the most I think.. We were dismissed @3PM+, and Justin came over to my house. Ermmm, we sort of cooked together. I did the most though lol, chopping the hotdogs was only what he did. And he was just beside me looking at the boiling food. Shared a plate of carbonara, and it took us long enough to finish eating it. We then used the computer for quite a while and he left for home.

I've been pretending a lot that my fingers is a gun.

It's fun going around saying pew pew pew and fake shooting them :X.

Still.

2010-07-08T17:40:00.002+08:00

School was not bad today. No Maths lesson at all, teacher was absent :). Took those period to help Samatha glue some ice-cream sticks together for his coursework. Kang said a lot of sentences about world cup in mandarin and it's like a rap LOL. Anyway, the 4 of us - Choonsiang, Samatha, Yijie and I was playing Bingo during Chemistry :X. It's fun!

And the long awaited 3PM school bell rang. Nicole, Yunhong, and Justin came over to my house. Cooked carbonara for them, I'm not sure if they like it because the sauce wasn't really enough :(. So it's quite dry, sorry for serving such a bad lunch! Tried to kill time in my bedroom, and I heard some weird noise coming from my living room.. Opened my door and I saw Samatha's freaky face. I was shocked, I swear. Lol. Pasta were all finished by us so I cooked up 2packets of instant noodles for him. And again, killing time in my bedroom. They left after my bro returned home.

Owhhhh, I'm so bloated now :(. And why does the sky looks so damn sunny?!

Nicole broke my red hair band! I'm saddd.

All that I have.

2010-07-05T10:23:00.005+08:00

(Saturday) Was at Yijie's house with Justin for about an hour before going home to get my shoes changed. The 3 of us then met up with Chenpang, Samatha, Yunhong and Junjie. Went to Cineleisure to meet with the 4 others - Jiahao, Leonard, Lenard and Juliana. After we're done with the tickets, it's time for dinner! I had mine with Justin, Yunhong and Yijie. I guess the rest went for KFC. We went for some windowshopping next. Anyway I guess I really want the 'stfu' tee :X. It's pretty darn cool.

So the movie's about to start and we all gathered back at Cathay. We caught The Legend is born and I don't really like my seat. I swear the speaker above me was loud. Hurts my ear.. with their sound effects. Movie was quite great, loads of fighting scenes. Nice.

(Sunday) midnight; Everyone went home after the movie, we're lucky to get on the last train on time. Justin and me alighted at Chinese Garden. Walk home to get my clothes changed and to bring the presents out :). It's kinda like a sneaky act though lol. It was drizzling so we don't really have any places to go and it's way past midnight. Spent 5hours at Mac together. It wasn't bad at all. Instead, I guess I had loads of fun. That night would be so memorable.. the way I opened up the present for you and the way I felt so pleased after unwrapping yours. I felt that I'm really really very blessed when I'm with you.

It was 5am and I'm real sleepy.. Justin sent me home and I have no idea how did he walk and read the book I've written for him with another present in his hand. Glad he likes it though. So I slept like a log and woke up in the afternoon. Chat with him again, and we went to Safra with Yunhong, Yijie, Junjie, Chenpang and Choonsiang. The rest of them went home and the 2 of us went for movies. Seats were a little uncomfy.. nevermind, nice shoulder. Had some food from the night market and we talked a lot. Laughed a lot too :). HSH @11.30pm. Hope you did had a sweet dream. Happy first month, I love you.

I hope it's great.

2010-07-02T23:09:00.008+08:00

Update wasn't done yesterday because I'm having some issues. But I guess I'm fine now.. yep.

And I didn't went to school today because I freaking overslept and I'm not in the mood for school, CCA and detention. I don't have so much time to spare!

Ughhhhh, but I seriously did have the intention of going back to school for CCA since my attendance is like damn wtf. So I wore my uniform and met up with Justin and Yijie after they were dismissed. Ate cupnoodles, cookies and yogurt for brunch at Yijie's house, hoho! Feels like I'm having picnic. The rain was too heavy for Justin and me to go back for CCA so we ended up watching fighting scenes from Ip Man 2, some comedy video and The Maid. Don't find it scary cause I haven't seen any creepy faces. But I just feel like holding onto someone's hand ohhhh.. :). Yijie's bed and aircon still feels as comfy as the previous time. I think I can really fall asleep on her bed if I want to.

After Justin left @4PM, Yijie and me went shopping at Jurong Point. 3hours non-stop. And I mean it, non-stop. Kept on walking and walking, and I wonder why don't I see any nice clothes that I want when I need it. And when I don't, so many of 'em caught my eyes -_-. But eventually I still bought a lot of stuffs and I'm fully satisfied.

Oh my gosh I can't wait for tomorrow!!!

I'll prove it.

2010-06-30T19:03:00.004+08:00

Another day of school is over.. but sometimes I don't mind going to school because I always have fun laughing along with my friends :). Basically I've been chatting today with Yijie, Zahir and Syazzwan during P.E as my leg is not fully recovered yet. Spent my time chatting away again with Yijie, Samatha and Choonsiang during most of the lessons. Yesterday was the same. But Ziyu and Lenard was being amusing, they actually sang a short duet :X. And I spent my recess drawing something honestly cute on Justin's sharpener. Heh.

And finally after long hours of school, Justin, Yijie, Samatha, Leonard, Choonsiang, Weiling, Jasper and me went for bus rounding. It was darn freaking fun, I swear. My most enjoyable bus rounding experience lol. Ought to thanks all the funny people~ especially Samatha. He was being wildly high today. Ate snacks on the bus and Jasper's funny faces is really damn hilarious. Alighted the bus with Justin, Leonard and Choonsiang at Yuhua Village. Slacked for a while @Mac and was sent home by Justin. Gahhhh, I laugh a lot whenever I'm with him. A day spent with you is like a day spent without any sadness and sorrows :).

Grapes and vinegar.

2010-06-28T20:18:00.003+08:00

School.. still as slack as ever. But I just hate to put on my uniform. And I totally hate it when the school cares more about our grooming than our grades. Dang. So the days when we're all going to wake up early for school is back here again. And the long hours of studying is back here again too. I'm feeling very sleepy and fatigued. The weather is seriously out to kill. The new timetable is kind of fucked up too, the lessons that I loathe are all in a row. Damn or darn? :/

Forget about complaining, my class are still as awesome. Pwning teachers with every irritated things we do and say to them, ignoring the bell and continue chatting away in class and buying durians to eat during lessons. Ohh, you guys just simply rules! \m/

Jurong Point with Nicole, Justin and Yunhong after school. I've seen fancy shoes tempting me.. "thanks" Nicole! So now there's additional stuffs on my imaginary wishlist. Gotta keep saving up my munehhh. I'm so bored at subway just now and I actually started talking to myself, yes wtf much. But Nicole came to entertain me and started being extremely lame with me :X. I swear I wanna bang my head onto the wall when I talk to Justin. And I really knocked my head onto the pillar unintentionally :(. And he wants me to knock it once more.. but still I wanna thank him for all the troubles! Idiot, (L)

Extraordinary.

2010-06-27T11:23:00.004+08:00

Eh? I still can't believe myself that school's tomorrow. Sometimes I just don't know how to walk with this leg of mine. Pain and disgusting wound just hurts me when I walk.

I guess yesterday's outing was the last day of enjoying our holidays. Justin and me hung around Jurong Point for about 45minutes before Yijie, Junjie, and Yunhong arrive. Ernest and Kimberly was already there waiting for us I supposed. Chenpang, Leonard, Choonsiang and Samatha came too. L4D2 was down for a short while because there was no connection at all. Anyway, played for quite long.. 3hours maybe? Safra was like damn empty. I think there was only 20people lol. Back to Jurong Point for dinner, then headed to BP.. and Samatha started telling us about Fuhua haunted areas, seems like loads of places in Fuhua is haunted :(.

Justin couldn't send me home so instead of him sending me home, everyone sent me home LOL. There was Yijie, Chenpang, Leonard, Samatha and Junjie. Made milo with biscuits for them. And I wonder if there are still any chewing gums left in my fridge.. Had a nice chat with them and they went back @12.30AM.

Rotten luck.

2010-06-22T23:28:00.009+08:00

Ayeeee. Justin came over to my house downstairs and pick me to meet up with the rest - Yijie, Yunhong, Samatha, Choonsiang, and Leonard. Saw Nicole by coincidence and had a short chat before our train arrived. Helped Samatha to put on his contact lens when we reached Clarkquay. The process was epic. Lunch time, Jiahao and Vivian Ng came. Took photos and killed time. Yijie and me left for home after Vivian Ng left.

Changed into a more casual and comfy outfit and cab down with Yijie to Eunos to pick Justin and Samatha up to East Coast Park. While waiting for the rest to arrive, we hung around the arcade trying to catch some plushies. Failed though. Rent bicycles and skateboards after they all arrived. Rode bicycle with Yunhong, Yijie and Justin while the rest were having fun skateboarding. Yijie and me almost fell down many times, but were saved by our luck. But not when we crashed into Samatha.. I'm sorry for both of your injuries. Sigh, it sucks. I fell 2weeks ago on my knee and now I fell with the bicycle landing on me. I swear it hurts, my knee was bleeding profusely until I've wiped it with a wet tissue. Thumb, toe, palm, elbow and knee was injured :(. I have a hard time walking properly too. So it was time for us to stop and go home. But I'd really like to thanks Justin for getting us plasters, tissues and the dettol disinfectant.

Cab back to Eunos station and alighted @Chinese Garden. Something funny happened to Leonard on the train ride LOL. And I almost forgot about the pain on my knee when Justin was walking me home. We were laughing way too much with the way he lost his balance every minute and with our stupid accent. Stopped by for a short while to play with a cat. I think the cat likes me :X. Had a drink at my house downstairs and went up after 20minutes later while Justin went home.

Hope my poor knee get well soon, I wanna have fun for the chalet!

BOO.

:-p

2010-06-21T22:58:00.003+08:00

Bought some face mask and cream with Shuying @IMM last evening.

I wanna get some new shoes there too :X.

L4D2 @Safra again today with Justin, Yunhong, Yijie, Samatha, Leonard and Junjie. Ate some fish fillet nuggets from Old Chang Kee after that. And we all stayed quite long outside the spectacle's shop all because of Samatha! Oh nevermind. Had a great shit time laughing wildly at Yunhong when we're at the Arcade. Lol seriously, Justin your reaction is way too exaggerating. Left Jurong point @10PM+, took bus home with Justin, Samatha and Leonard. While Justin is walking me home, we were playing scissors paper stone.. Wtf much? I lost and I think I gave him the :p face in the lift. Your wave this time looks dramatic LOL. But it's okay~.

Perfect.

2010-06-18T21:18:00.005+08:00

Motherfucker charger charge me off the bridge at The Parish map just now :(.

Drown to death, poor coach poor coach, sighhs..

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Lol, anyway I enjoyed today substantially. I just kinda feel damn awesome. I finally get to eat Koba, like what, after a month(?) with Nonie today. I'm very pleased too as I got the clothes I've wanted to buy. But I soon have to part with her to meet up with Yijie @Jurong Point. It's jocular how we talked about L4D2 straight after we met each other. Walked over to Safra and noticed that not only Justin was there, but Samatha, Lenard, Jiahao and Zhenhang was there as well. Bull session and started playing L4D2! I totally love it man. I seriously miss playing it. Yunhong, Junjie, Leonard, and Choonsiang came over around evening if I'm not mistaken. Had dinner @LJS with Justin, Yunhong, Samatha, Ernest and Jiahao. Went to action city and comics connections for entertainment. And was sent home by Justin after that. Heh, I totally adore the way you wave at me :).

I just..

2010-06-17T22:39:00.004+08:00

I'm all burn out.. and I don't know why. Before meeting Yunhong, Yijie, Ernest, Choonsiang, Chenpang and Junjie at Jurong point, Justin and me went to Yuhua Village's mac. Hang out for 2hours there while eating apple pie. Had loads of laugh together haha. And kids nowadays, sighs.. Lmao. Licking the glass pane with their tongue and sticking a paper on it was just plainly disgusting.

Went to Safra at around 4.30PM. Sooooo crowded. Nicole, Kimberly, Vivian, WanQi, Samatha and Lenard came over too. Many unpleasant things happened then. Guess I wouldn't mention it here anyway. Had dinner @kfc with Justin, Yunhong and Yijie. Humorous stuffs much. But I'm really feeling jaded from laughing so much :(. Justin sent me home after dinner and I almost died on the bus ride..

I hope nothing goes wrong tmrw.

You're mine.

2010-06-16T10:32:00.006+08:00

It's not who you were or what you've done, it's who you choose to be from now on, how you choose to live your life not back then but right now.

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I'm mad with myself yesterday. I actually bought my shorts with the wrong size! And I remember hearing from the cashier that no exchange will be done if I bought the wrong size. Ohhhh, whatever. I'm so going back today again to try my luck. So dragging Nonie along already!! My mood was quite ruined after that. But it's alright, Justin came over to find me after his camp :). It's been days since I've seen him loh.. So I got very happy and I started smiling like an idiot while walking over to meet him. Silly me.

I was at the zoo.

2010-06-14T23:01:00.013+08:00

Not like I wanna start any craps, but I just need to get this thing out of my chest.

I honestly need to rant the fuck out of myself.

---

"I thought you were mature enough but I'm utterly wrong." Lol, I thought that was supposed to be my line? If you could just use your brain, if you have one, to think out the box, you would be the one who's immature. Immature in the sense that you think we could be happy together, LMAO. May I know which motherfucking couples argue twice a week and can find true happiness? Don't you even reflect on anything? There were like, barely even an laughter when we were out. I'd love to ask how old you are, but unfortunately I know you can't count that high. To think that you're actually 17..

I may be one of your worst girlfriend, but you are the worst guy I've ever met. Definitely. What? No sense of humor at all, how the fuck am I going to talk to you? You are so boring that you can't even entertain a doubt. You rather believe in quotes, than the reality. That's quite a big joke. Still, assuming every status or tweets I update was talking about you.. how thick can your skin get? You make me sick, real sick. To the great extent that I hate myself for once being with you. I know I have temper problem, but so? That's me. Everybody I know gives in to me, tolerate me, and accepts me. I guess you can't do any of the above, even as a boyfriend. I'm fucking demanding, I behave like a princess and that the world revolves around me, yeah, but again that's me. You don't like it? Too bad. I don't like the way you treat me either. So we're fucking over and done for now.

I've heard that almost all of your ex dumped you. So don't you think it's time to learn from your mistakes? You should do some soul-searching. Maybe you'll find one. Anyway, I would love to thank you for opening my eyes to all the other guys out there who treat me just the way I wanted it.

You're so much smarter when you don't speak. I wish there were some tool to measure the amount of respect I lose in you every time you say something. Act your age, not your shoe size. Whatever that is wrong with you, it's not a small thing. Do you want me to accept you as you are, or do you want me to lie to myself and try to like you? If I say something that offends you, let me know so I can do it again later. (:

---

To all the whatever "passerby" out there, if you have comments, please keep 'em to yourself.

Cause you won't even understand anything.

Like no other before.

2010-06-10T21:11:00.004+08:00

With you, I unleash my claws, I show my fin, I am what I have always been.

With you, I am always ready to enjoy my lovely sins.

---

Caught The Karate Kid with Nicole, Vivian, Justin, Yunhong, Chenpang, Leonard, Choonsiang and Junjie at Plaza earlier. It wasn't that bad but it's honestly draggy.. Think I'll give it a 3.5/5 for that.

They all had Burger King after the movie for dinner. Sent Nicole and Chenpang off to the train station and I went to KFC with Vivian, Justin and Yunhong for my dinner. Didn't ate KFC for quite some time already and I'm missing the taste of it. Headed home after eating. I think I almost fell asleep on the train, sigh. If only the train stop jerking so much, I would have slept! -,-. I'm damn cold too ahhhh. Okay anyway, got off at Chinese garden and walked home with Justin and Yunhong. Saw some old aunties dancing along with the song called Nobody. Lmao, epic.

I certainly miss eating my favorite peanut waffle :(.

Bits of beauty.

2010-06-09T21:05:00.007+08:00

No matter what happens, or what anyone says, there are limitless opportunities awaiting to be seized, so long as you reach out through the darkness of the present and take hold of your brighter future.

---

Well well, Thursday's finally coming. I'm watching The Karate Kid tmrw! Can't wait for it.

I'm expecting it to be great.

So about today.. met up with Justin and went to Jurong point again to look for Nicole and Yunhong. It's like the same thing, walking around the mall then went over to Safra. Nicole left for training at 4PM. Leonard, Choonsiang, Junjie and Zijie then came over. L4D2, dinner then got sent home by Justin. I'm especially bored today, no idea why.. :(

Me: "Excuse me." Justin: "I'm going too."

P/S. Inside joke~

Times are hard for dreamers.

2010-06-08T19:45:00.005+08:00

When I saw you, brightness is what welcomed my eyes. One with childlike innocence, and a carefree nature. Unmarked by the cruelties of the world with its lies, someone who's heart was still pure.

---

Ate Long john silvers for lunch today at Jurong point with Nicole, Justin and Yunhong. But Nicole and Yunhong left shortly after for their CCA training. So mmm.. I'm left with Justin alone. After sending Nicole off, we went to check out the bookstore. I think we spent at least an hour inside there hunting for books lol. But the thing is we ended up looking at recipes for cupcakes and storybooks for kids. Basically we were only walking around and chatting away for the whole while. And eventually our legs got tired, so we went over to Safra. Didn't have the mood to L4D2 today.. Sat down and continue talking until 5PM. Wow, I guess I've been talking for 4hours non-stop today. My cheeks are tireddddddd! Anyway, was sent home by him and I went for a short jog even though the tracks are kinda wet.

I really think it's time for me to pack my wardrobe.

Too much new clothes coming in. Old ones should be cleared soon. :X

Those butterflies again.

2010-06-07T23:10:00.004+08:00

A really good smile is like a moment of paradise,

Like the reddest leaf of fall whirling in the sunlight.

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Woots. Another happy day :)! Caught the movie called Furry Vengeance today with Nicole, Justin and Yunhong. I highly suggest you watch it. An absolute 5stars comedy movie. I've never laughed so hard and much in a cinema before. You gotta catch it, no lie.

Bought some clothes with Nicole after movie. She then left for home while Justin, Yunhong and me went back to Jurong area. Went home to put my stuffs and down again to catch up with them. Chenpang then join us for dinner @mac. His funny face made me choke on my burger :(. But he have to leave for his tuition straight after eating. So we've decided to go to the playground after quite some time of thinking. Lol and I can't believe Justin doesn't know how to play a swing! Yunhong is being super dramatic today, too happy already maybe :X. Went back to mac again to kill time. Sent home by Justin and Yunhong again. Hahs.

Owh.. and they were looking ~~gay~~ cute with their pink boyfriend tees today.

LMAO.

It's gonna work.

2010-06-06T23:47:00.006+08:00

I thought this would never come up. We could leave it alone and go on with our lives. But no. It's here, and it's happening now, and it will go on.

---

My wallet's empty.. lol. But I couldn't care less since I don't even really eat now. Just wanna go do some shopping and it's never enough. But I've spent all my cash on my hair today. Gotta cut it short for a bit. It's starting to freak me out because it's way too long.

After spending some time at bugis with Nicole, Yijie, Justin and Yunhong, we went to Safra and met up with Chenpang, Junjie, Leonard and Jeremy. I was kinda upset with myself. I'm getting lousier at L4D2 already. Thing is, I was never good to start with and now it's getting worse. 2hours of gaming made me really bored. Dinner, then pool. My cheeks were really hurting from laughing too much/hard. LOL, worth it though. Was then sent home by Justin and Yunhong. :X!

Dear Thursday, come come quick oh.

Lovely.

2010-06-05T19:46:00.005+08:00

I'm happy, happy as I can be. I like that feeling, I really do, I should stick to it like glue. I must run forward and not turn an eye behind my back. I say goodbye to sadness, and all the bad things in my mind, for they will no longer be.

---

Finally going out tomorrow after few days of rotting at home. I didn't feel like going out, maybe I'm too lazy? Hahs. Sorry for turning down everybody who asked me out. I promise I will go out next week~ Ohhhhh and I can't wait for chalet. But it's still far away. :(

I wonder what's wrong with me. I'm really hungry but I have no appetite at all.
Lack of sleep lately!

Take me back to the start.

2010-05-30T10:17:00.003+08:00

Take the first step to get back to the beginning. Retracing my path to something less unknown. Fighting the temptation to fall back into welcoming arms, while trying to stay afloat in a sea of doubt and sorrow.

---

I've been going out for the whole day these past few days. Now I don't even realise what day is it today. Okay, so it's Sunday. I'm going to a wedding dinner later. And the guys are fighting to come LOLLLLLLLL. Good food eh.. ;) All for me~

(Friday) I thought I was the last person to reach our meeting place. But Chenpang was the one :X. Went to bugis for shopping with Vivian, Yijie, Justin, Yunhong, Chenpang, Junjie and Jiahao. I swear it was a freaking warm day. I was sweating profusely. And the whole area was crowded with people. Had quite a tough time making my way through the paths. Went to Safra next. Leonard and Matha was there. Back to JP for dinner after pool. Then.. HSH!!

(Saturday) Meeting time was way early. 11AM. Caught Iron Man 2 with Nicole, Yijie, Justin, Yunhong and Choonsiang @Plaza. Justin needs scolding from me. Stop thinking of food! Anyway movie was average. Not up to my expectations though.. Too much talking and fighting scenes were just too little. People like Nicole fell asleep during the movie I think. Well, Yijie and me was laughing at stupid stuffs on the screen lol. Leonard and Matha came and join us for lunch after our movie ended. Leonard, Justin and Choonsiang went to Vivo while the rest of us went back to JP. And guess what? Safra again after everyone came back. Chenpang and Junjie also came. I think I had no idea what the guys were doing at Safra because I was busy teasing Justin for 2hours? LOL.

I NEED TO GO JOGGING REAL SOON!

Truth is a pathless land.

2010-05-28T10:34:00.005+08:00

Don't close your dictionary of emotions. Those who share their hearts transcend time.

---

Was kinda rotting at home yesterday in the morning. Blame myself for skipping school. Left house only at 4PM. Met up with Yijie, Junjie, Ernest, Justin, Yunhong and Jiahao. Went to Safra and computer slots were full. After few rounds of pool, there were finally slots. L4D2 :). I swear I didn't play it for ages! And I'm loving the feeling of killing zombies.

Jiahao left for his tuition and Ernest left for his movie while Choonsiang came and join us all for dinner. And yeap, he's eating damn slowly. Took a stroll with Yijie, Justin and Yunhong in BP :x. Choonsiang and Leonard went to play the computer first while Junjie is waiting for Ernest's arrival. So we all went back to Safra again after Ernest arrived. Justin and me wasn't playing. We were crapping away as usual I guess. After they are done playing, we decided to go back to JP. Jiahao and Chenpang then came anyway. Sat down, and chatted our time away. Chenpang wanted to go to Safra so we all accompanied him. The guys played a few rounds of pool and we went home at 11PM+. Me? HSH only at 12AM. It was an easy task for me to sleep last night.

---

People are calling him the next Justin Bieber.

No I don't think so. He's so much better-looking and talented than him. I bet he'll outshine him.
^^

Just get back up.

2010-05-25T19:47:00.004+08:00

Perhaps it is best to let feelings float in the air, to be obtained only in dire need. For the world of this day is consuming, emotions bind, let us be free.

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Finally I'm back to school after 5days of high fever. It was terrible though. My cough hasn't been recovering fast and my voice is like damn 'sexy' now. But well, it's good enough because I am able to at least just talk. I just hate it that I might cough suddenly in the middle of a sentence. And that's annoying.

Anyway, after school was fun. Had pizza with Yijie then met up with Nicole, Vivian, Yunhong, Chenpang, Leonard and Jiahao. Jiahao was irritating me with his super irritating fake voice, but it's pretty funny at the same time. Had hell loads of fun at action city. But he didn't bought the piglet that I think was cute!! Majority chose the other piglet. Arghhhh. Spent almost 3 - 4 hours at Jurong point. Legs are tired. So we all sat down and talk and went home @7pm.

Holidays holidays come quick. ^^!

Countless of happiness - Friends.

2010-05-17T17:41:00.005+08:00

FRIENDS.

I love them and I hate them, I need them but yet sometimes I want them far away. I hurt their feelings sometimes but expect them not to hurt mine. I wish they would be this or that but I love them they way they are. They are funny and loud, they are quiet and reserved. They are obnoxious and immature, they are clingy and needy. They are sometimes rude, they are sometimes mean. They don’t always understand me, they don’t always listen. Some secretly hate me, some secretly can’t live without me. Some don’t really care, some don’t know what to say. But I love them all the same though. I most definitely need them too.

---

:)

Real fun @my house today with Yijie, Nicole, Yunhong, Chenpang and Junjie.
I don't know what to say but I'm happy with you guys around me.

Together.

2010-05-14T12:31:00.010+08:00

I can never find the right words to explain how I feel about you. So many thoughts rushing through my mind whenever I think about you. I only could have dreamt all of this would happen and I'm so glad it was with you. Every hug, every kiss, every hand that was held, was special because it was shared with you.

---

MYE's finally over but I'm feeling the same as before. No sign of relieve.
Perhaps I'm slacking way too much? Hahs. I felt like I've just wasted 2hours of my life because of the Art paper. Mind you, it's a 3hour paper. And I finished my art piece within 1 and a half hour. I'm feeling full now and I wanna vomit. Just had lunch with Yijie. I swear I regret eating :/.

I hope I have enough cash left tmrw.
Because it's time for some L4D2! Wee. I miss it.
Right right right right guys? ;-)

---

Out later with S.
Happy 2nd month, ^^.

Thing changes, time flies.

2010-05-13T15:30:00.007+08:00

Life is short. Days pass in the blink of an eyes, a lifetime gone in a flash. Hours seem like seconds, years pass in a day until something truly great comes and slows time to let you enjoy it. But it's never enough.

---

Papers ended early today thus I'm currently rotting at home now. The guys are going to Safra @4pm! But I don't think I'm going because I'm too lazy. Kinda cash tight too now :(.

So what was I doing? Yeah, art again. Finally done with color testing. Final work's the piece that's left now. Not in the mood to do it. I wanna sleep. But I can't fall asleep. Tsk..

---

Anyway found some photos that belonged to the very very very past.
(Sec 1/2 I guess?)

Woots, Vivian I am so loving your face in this photo! ;)

Seeking, striving.

2010-05-12T19:26:00.007+08:00

I know I'm hardly perfect, I'm far from it. But I'll keep trying even if I keep failing. Perfection isn't exactly my color. I'm better at deception, sugar coated white lies to hide self mutilation. Far from perfect, partially insane.

---

E-maths paper wasn't as tough as I expected it to be. Not totally having full confidence of me passing the paper, but I guess I've already tried my very best. Combined Science's tomorrow. You gotta wish me luck. I haven't been listening to even at least one single lesson of Chemistry. Notes are not completed too. Flunking it for sure.

Owhhh, and I really hate my foot size sometimes. It is not the first time that the shoes I fancy a lot doesn't have my size. Damn. Dear foot, when will you ever grow? :(

Pastels or color pencils for my Art paper? Hmm.
I sucks at coloring anyway, maybe it doesn't matter which.

Ahha, I'm secretly hoping Saturday to arrive quickly! My hands are itching to play L4D2 again. Sighs, but I do hope that I have enough money left after this Friday. I went shopping today too, and my bro plus dad still owe me cash!

I have no idea why I'm staring blankly or stoning infront of my monitor when I'm really supposed to be studying like right now. It just proves one thing: how much I dislike studying. Well actually that's for sure. I believe a number of us hate it too. Duh?

Pardon me.

2010-05-11T19:54:00.009+08:00

No one understands the mistakes I have made, none comprehend my regrets. My greatest follies lie hidden in the dark, too terrible to whisper. I am a contradiction, I have defaulted on my own standards.

---

Am getting single digit for A-maths paper for sure. Did two or three questions and slept throughout. Let's hope that I'll make it through for social studies. E-maths tomorrow will be just like today. Never in my life will I make an effort to study for Maths. Science this year? Poor to the max. Hahs, fuck you exams.

What have I been doing for this term?
what the fuck. start studying, bitch.

l4d2

2010-05-09T16:53:00.010+08:00

SIAO!!

---

On Friday there were many people absent for school lol. Either sick or pon. :X (Yijie hor?)
Ate lunch with Yijie, Vivian, Yunhong, Chenpang and Choonsiang after school. After eating, went back to school to get my art stuff printed. Went home and met up with Yijie, Vivian, Yunhong, Chenpang and Zhilong. Hohoho, headed to Safra for L4D2!! Zhenghang, Zijie, Leonard, Junjie and Ziyu then came after awhile. I guess they were playing dota. :O Watched the guys play pool after that, damn hilarious. Went for dinner @around 8.30PM. Wanted to go back and play another round of L4D2 but slots were full. =( Shengrong and Choonsiang came after that, all settled down and shot the breeze. Went home with Shengrong, Yijie, Zhenghang and Ziyu. On the way back to JP, we saw a bee and Ziyu was the only one who ran. With his hands grabbing his pants LOL. wdf much.

---

Went to look for clothes with Vivian @lot 1 on Saturday. Down to JP, walked for hours and hours. Shengrong came and she left for home. So we went to Safra like again to find Yunhong, Justin and Junjie. Yijie arrived and all of us played L4D2 for about 3hours I think? Yayyyyy hoho, I did most damaged to the survivors thanks to spitter and jockey =) =). Justin is really taking his own sweet time eating his dinner. Then he got scolded by us, LOL. You deserved it!! =p After dinner, Yijie left. Yunhong, Justin and Junjie went to bought some stuffs while Shengrong and me went over to west coast. It was quite late when we arrived and eventually we missed the last bus home. No choice but to flag a cab. Sat at void deck for a little while and back home @1am.

---

Nothing much to blog about today because I'm staying at home alone while the guys went to safra again if I'm not wrong :O. Did my art and watched Iron man 1. ( I forgot about the storyline ) But Iron Man 2 doesn't look quite interesting or entertaining to me. Aww =/.

Wow long post eh. XD

eeks, sunday blues,
without fail.

Why am I drowning myself? Why do I feel so suffocated?

2010-05-05T20:37:00.003+08:00

Why sometimes out of the blue I feel so low, so useless, so depressed?
Why do I want to sit and cry when there is nothing wrong?
Why do I feel so uneasy, so sad? Why do I have pain when I sit and think?
I just wanna cry it all away. Why do I feel this way?
Nothing happened yet to make me feel like this.
It just comes out of the blue.

But why me?
Am I the only one that this happens to? Why does the pain go so deep?
Where did this pain come from? Is it just a phase or is it always going to be like this?
Why all of a sudden I'm so depressed?

...

Cutie drives me mad.

2010-05-04T17:16:00.010+08:00

Today I am going to introduce something cute to you.....

aww! how cute can rilakkuma get? i want them so bad.

cutieeeeeee. so adorable.

No offence but I don't see how can anyone think that this isn't cute!!

---

Anyway school was slack today. i was in a holiday mood after having 3 days of fun.

and i only slept at 1am! 've been tossing and turning on my bed last night. =/

(Yesterday)

Went out with Vivian to Vivo, bugis and to jp.

She left for home while I met up with Yijie, Yunhong, Zijie, Samatha and Junjie. Rot @ Arcade.

Saw Jiehao and he says I look mature and tall!!

But actually no, i'm in my heelssssssssss.

Shengrong sent me home after that, thanks luv.

=) =)

---

For myself and everybody else,

"Don't be upset of all the bad things that people might think of you, because, of your looks or your attitude. Just remember that there's no such thing as ugly. Unless you believe that you are."

— Eric Pana.

IP MAN 2 !!!!!!

2010-05-03T11:16:00.003+08:00

YES! Finally caught ip man 2 on Saturday. =)

Donnie Yen is as awesome as expected. Definitely a 5stars movie.

I hope I know how to fight like him but that's impossible.

Safra with Yijie, Choonsiang, Chenpang, Justin, Yunhong, Zijie, Leonard, Junjie after movie.

L4D2 is freaking funny lol.

---

Imm with Yijie yesterday. Didn't bought anything. =(

Nothing fancy my eyes. And the pink bag I wanted is gone lahhhh, wtf.

Went to Safra again, then met up with Shengrong and went to west coast.

HSH @12AM ++.

Going to Outram with Vivian later on.

Played L4D2 just now, addictive haha. boys now i understand. =x

argh damn, back to school again tmrw.

so soon..

Failed disheartening attempt.

2010-04-30T20:45:00.008+08:00

I hate the fights, the tears, the pain.
And I'm not saying I want someone perfect, I just want someone worth it all.

---

shitty fucking worn out day

_|_

Check this out! Butterflies look authentic right?

Went to the art museum after bus rounding with Yijie, Chenpang, Vivian and Weiling.
Didn't get to sleep at all as I think I slept too much during the exam.

Finished all my papers within 1hour, lol.
But sadly I couldn't sleep much for MT paper 1 because I only fall asleep @9.30am, the end time was 9.42am.

---

Sometimes I don't get the chance to really tell you but I promise you my love will never fail you.
:/ :(

$$$$$$$

2010-04-29T18:40:00.006+08:00

Insomnia is a kind of torture, because while the world is fast asleep, you're up all alone, your mind buzzing with every random thought in the universe. You become more aware of the silence and its during this moment that you realize how alone you are.

---

2rounds of canal again, speed faster this time round.
Went to jp with the Ah mois after that.

Fuck it I swear I saw many many many things that I want.
(ESP A PINK SIDE BAG) !! Gosh.
I need to save like hell again and not spend it on any other stuffs.
=( =( =(

I'm studying for Chinese paper now.
(Y) For me, tyty.

Opps! =x

I'm gna have to throw my art aside atm.

Wooooots, Saturday is coming!
Should I eat? Or save up the money?
halpppp

I knew it would happen... again .. and again.

Burst.

2010-04-28T19:29:00.011+08:00

I guess you could say that I miss you out of fear; the fear of losing you.

Yeah I PMS like a bitch today. And MYE's tmrw.

I'm wishing everyone who read this the best of luck for all papers!
=) =)

& Not to forget..

Get well soon, Shengrong and Justin!!
Take care LIKE HELLO??????? you guys aren't small kids anymore.
( hehehehe, piglet )

I'm back with my old hairstyle.
s p i k e .
no more shitty flat hair

---

1. I love people who never give up (because i always do)
2. I love people who are always optimistic (because i am never)
3. I hate Anchovies. (ikan billis) haha, random me.

Why run slow?

Running slowly has a long list of benefits that can be experienced without the costs associated with fast running. It is well known that running at slower speeds is more productive in terms of body weight loss and maintenance than faster running. Slow running is very good at developing the blood supply capillary system which will get fresh blood to your muscles more efficiently when you do run fast. Slow running helps us lay down glycogen more efficiently for latter use. Slow running exposes us to the stress of gentle continuous running which strengthens our bones, joints, and ligaments preparing them for the rip tear bust world of fast running. Slow running exercises our psychological fortitude, preparing us for the fast running ahead. And it goes on and on. Slow running has a stack of benefits without the costs of fast running.

---

Now now now, stop questioning me about my slow jogging speed.
kthxbai

Having limits sucks!

2010-04-26T21:02:00.008+08:00

Haha hi. I've been updating a lot recently.

I've finally completed my ten drawings for my art journal and the hell starts now. MYE Art paper 1, it requires great development skills and I'm pretty sure I lack that. =/

Holy shit!!!!!!! I can't wait to catch this movie on this coming Saturday!

Donnie Yen (L).

---

MYE's coming and I don't think I can pass both E and A-maths, Combined Science and Mother tongue. =( =( =(

Don't know why there's so much things that's making me worried now.

I want back my slacking carefree life!
I swear my fringe is taking forever to grow. GRRRRR.

Omfg it's sunday againnnn.

2010-04-25T10:51:00.004+08:00

Out with S yesterday and when i got home, i received a call asking me to go down to jp again.
sooo sry, that i did not turn up. anw..

Happy Birthday Ernie!

So i was bored at home and didn't have any ideas for my other 2 drawings.
What i did was coloring with photoshop =D =D

Poor coloring lah i know, first time leh.

Yeap this is the drawing from earlier.

=)

i really HATE it when people talk loudly without being considerate.
and why do people like to stare at you when you jog pass 'em?
-_____-

self-motivation for me to stay longer on tracks.
hope it motivates you as well. =)

ohshit, i donwanna do amaths ws.

Adicolor backpack.

2010-04-23T19:29:00.007+08:00

Damn, I so want this.

My eyes are shutting anytime soon, I can feel my heavy eyelids.

Did my social studies homework in school and yeah shitloads of scribblings. I think I still have some questions 'bout maths. But imma leave that aside first.

3 more drawings to go for my art journal.
(Boo)

This is one of the drawing I drew today =p =p
But not just that, I guess there would be 30 more drawings coming along. 3 weeks, enuff? I hope so. :/ Hate MYE!!

i'm hungry
but i'm not eating
bb

Moments when all you do is laugh.

2010-04-16T22:32:00.013+08:00

WOO!

Credits: Kenneth Teo.

Yay. It's the weekends again. But Chinese Oral is on Monday. I'm definitely going to get screwed all over. My leg's hurting and I don't know if it's a good or bad thing. I get to be piggybacked by Yijie and Siyuan today! It was mad fun, trust me. But I do have a hard time walking by myself. Sucks a lot. I love/adore/enjoy Friday! We literally enjoyed life, every Friday :). I wonder what are we going to do next. Crazy slackers, coming out with crazy ideas. Oh.. well, who cares? We're having fun.

I feel like eating peanut waffle now. I'm so in love with it, omg. (Yes, I'm random.)
Want to get me one?

Love is putting your everything in someone.
It's knowing that you're handing that person a weapon that is capable of destroying you but trusting them not to.
Love is so powerful, it isn't a word that should just be thrown around like it is.

xoxo,
Yijing.

How far will I have to walk alone?

2010-04-15T19:14:00.007+08:00

(Tuesday) Can't really recall much but I am quite clear that I went for a jog at the canal and it started raining heavily after having my English Oral. Went back under the shelter and was shooting the breeze with Nicole, Yijie, Shuying, Junjie, Chenpang and Samatha while Leonard was sleeping soundly under the void deck-.- Back home at about 7pm.

(Wednesday) Went to school with Yijie. Skipped another reading period thanks to the Bollywood dance session. Funny as usual. Lessons for Wednesday was the best. No Maths. Anyway Art lesson was greatly entertaining. But I was having a real hard time trying to not laugh without making any sound with Yijie. Too many amusing things.. like teacher almost falling down. LOL. Slept in class and chatted with Syazwan while waiting for Shengrong. Happy 1st month to us :).

(Today) Went to school with Yijie again. I'm so failing my Maths and Social studies test. Did not study at all. But I saw many people cheating for Social studies -.- you know who you are. You guys are lucky that I'm too lazy to do anything about it. Ran out of school with Yijie, Syazwan and Zahir at around 12PM. 1.5hours of break, awesome or what? Ate lunch at kopitiam. Kenneth Teo/Chew and Zhilong came to join us soon after. Tried killing time by playing with the lift, lol. Went back to class, slacked and went for Art. Took 198 to Queensway with Nicole after school. I'm seriously dead tired and my leg is hurting so badly :(.

I'd rather have bad times with you, than good times with someone else.
I'd rather be beside you in a storm, than safe & warm by myself.
I'd rather have hard times together, than to have it easy apart.

xoxo,
Yijing.

Watch me walk away and run right back.

2010-04-12T19:57:00.006+08:00

Although I'm really really really lazy to blog, I'll update for I don't know when will be the next time I will let my blog come to life again.

(Friday) I was late for school and I only serve detention for about approximately 15minutes. Wondering why? The prefect was either too kind or too dumb! Okay I shall not be mean, let's go with he was just being kind. But it makes no difference as I always stay back late in school during Friday. I slept in class while waiting for Vivian to complete her coursework. After she came back with her stupid idea of kicking bottles, we went absolutely lunatic. Vivian, Leonard, Chenpang and me were kicking empty bottles around the corridor and Siyuan came to join us soon after. Out of no reason, Leonard started to play with the fire hose. He wasn't that mad but Siyuan definitely was! Leonard and me was one of her victims :(. I don't know if I'm sweating wet from running around or dripping wet from the attack of her fire hose shots. Tiring and a certainly memorable day!

(Saturday) Met Shengrong at 3pm and we went for bus rounding. I swear the air-con was freaking cold. Waited for time to pass and we headed to Marina Square. Poking him uncontrollably was fun~. Dinner and went to slack. He finally decided to move his ass to walk around the Singapore river after delaying and delaying. Peaceful moments, peaceful moments. HSH @12AM.

(Sunday) Out with Vivian. On the way to Marina Square, we saw someone familiar.. and that's Nicole. Her face was ridiculously shocked upon seeing us. Anyway, we both spend quite a long time picking presents. Ate ice-cream and slacked. Strolled back to MRT station and we both parted our ways.

(Today) Time was crawling again.. and I almost died today, thanks to the wonderful bloody weather we're having in Singapore. Reading period was awesome too because our class was sent out to the parade square like AGAIN! Fun fun, mad fun :). I shall not blog about the whole day in school as the lessons really sucked. Cabbed to IMM with Yijie after school to get our stuffs.

xoxo,
Yijing.

Spit your game, talk your shit.

2010-04-09T20:44:00.003+08:00

I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes. I am out of control and at times hard to handle.
But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure hell don't deserve me at my best.

xoxo,
Yijing.

My cheeks are turning red.

2010-04-07T16:06:00.006+08:00

Bollywood dancing was enjoyable as there were some great jokers making a fool out of themselves.
They were doing actions and movements that cause amusement. Which made Yijie and me couldn't stop ourselves from laughing so hard.

Slept throughout ME lesson and didn't know that it was time for recess. Didn't feel like going down to the canteen anyway.
Vivian came over to my class to keep me company :). - And for lunch break too!

Did grid painting for Art. Finally completed it. My drawing was still alright until I painted it. I totally screwed up for the hair part! I hate painting, like really. Summary practice for English, and I only wrote 85words. Yesyes I admit I was rushing for time to sleep in class again. Or maybe I'm just too lazy. Humanities lesson wasn't that bad for today. But Chinese lesson sucks ttm. Nope, in fact it's over maximum. Did 3 pages of writing. My hand was suffering much!! Gah.

Every moment we live, is just another experience we lived through.

xoxo,
Yijing.

Heart beat.

2010-04-05T20:20:00.012+08:00

I didn't have the time to blog about Saturday and Sunday because apparently I was out for the whole day. I'll blog about today as well :).

(Saturday) Was supposed to reach my Uncle house at early noon but I obviously was procrastinating so it was about 3PM when I got there. Everybody was already leaving then. So I had my lunch and went down to Jurong Point. Met up with Shengrong and we went to Marina square. Wanted to walk along the Singapore river but sadly, it was raining again. No choice but to stay under the shelter/indoors to kill time. Left there at about 11PM, and I was totally worn out for the day. Almost fall asleep on the way home.

(Sunday) Woke up and used the computer for a short while. Then prepared for gym with Nonie. Went back home after that to have lunch, change of clothes and we met up again. Went down to Jurong point to shop. She left at 5PM, and I met Shengrong for bus rounding. After bus rounding, we went over to IMM as he wants to eat his dinner there. Walked back to Yuhua Village McDonald's after that. I had ice-cream and a damn burger. HSH at 9PM+. And I'm really sorry about your leg :(.

(Today) Reading period was absolutely awesome to the max. I was talking aimlessly away with Yijie. Our class was chased out of the canteen to the parade square as we were yakking too much. But no, seriously Mdm Oen made the wrong choice. The parade square was way better than the canteen. Nobody gives a damn about how much noise we were making. None of us was really reading, I assume. Ran 3rounds around the school for PE. Maths, nothing much but just copying. Building castles in the air during English lesson, sleeping during Chemistry lesson, and laughing during Physic lesson. Lol, Mr Lee is a huge joker (Y). Yup, and thank you Yijie and Nonie for accompanying me today after school.

If I can't hear your heartbeat, you're too far away.

xoxo,

Yijing.

I'm much more aware now.

2010-04-03T00:57:00.011+08:00

I know it's time for me to hit the sack (insert few z's), but I don't know why I have the urge to blog about today.
Please pardon me for typing any bullshits as I'm strained, hungry and somnolent.

I was wasting away my time since 9AM (the time I woke up) to about 2.45PM. Had a dream which I couldn't bear in mind last night and it cause me to wake up in the middle of the night. Maybe that's the reason why I'm dead on my feet today.

Errrrr, anyway, went out with Shengrong @4PM. On the way to meet him, I met Benjamin! I think there was this little awkward moment where we both asked the same question at the same time to each other. Board the same bus together and bid goodbye after reaching the interchange.

Shengrong was late again :P! To kill time, I went strolling into Popular. Air-con was perfect. 8)
So we went over to IMM after he arrived, and guess what? We were rotting there again as usual. Decided to go for bus rounding when we were almost decomposing! Headed over to west coast thereafter. Not long after we've found a magnificent spot to rest on, the rain came pouring down. And so we ran to the nearest shelter and it was fun running in the rain although both of our fringe were screwed up pretty much.

Ate McDonald's for dinner, and went back to the magnificent spot again as the rain has stopped. We were just sitting around shooting the breeze until 11.30PM and it's time for us to go before we miss the last bus home. Managed to get home on time, and it's 1.30AM now. I need to sleep before my eye-bags get worsened! Nighty nights peeps!

CIAOS~.

(I'm really hungry, ohmy).

xoxo,
Yijing.

You're thinking way too much.

2010-04-01T20:27:00.011+08:00

(Monday) Okay, I give up recalling. Nothing about Monday is in my head right now. And I can't be bothered anyway.

(Tuesday) Almost late for school, Rachel scam me :( :(. Did a few Maths question that Mr Gan assigned for us during Emaths. Mdm Oen came in for lecture again, she never stop going on and on about criteria and that kinda annoys me. Slept 1hour straight for Amaths period. I'm getting tired easily these few days. And I get frustrated over little things -.- I have no idea what's happening to me. Went to the gym with Nicole after school. We're way too lazy and we're practically dragging our feet there. As a result, I think we wasted quite a lot of time walking to the gym.

(Wednesday) Watched some Indian film for our reading period. It was nice, I gotta admit. The lessons for that day wasn't much of a killer. ME was the best of the best. Everyone was laughing their ass off. And those who didn't, if there's any, I guess they have no sense of humor. Art was kinda boring, Photoshop painting. Ugh. I almost fall asleep when the teacher is teaching us about the basics. Stayed back in class after school with Vivian, Leonard and Junjie to finish up our homework. Nicole came and join us after she have done her work. Slacked and went down to the cabin after our classroom was locked. Left school @around 6.45PM? Had quite a great laugh for the day.

(Thursday) Which is today. Mr Gan did a recap on Matrices for Maths. English was the epic period of the day! Mrs Chan had enough of us I supposed, left the class without saying a word. That's because we were too busy talking among ourselves and did not recognized her existence. Some people don't even give a damn lol, they were even joking about it. People were still talking, listening to earpiece, running out of the classroom and stuffs. She came back after 10 or 15minutes, and it's like nothing had ever happened. -.- Weird. Hmm so.. ran around the canal with Vivian, Justin, Junjie and Yunhong. Yijie and Leonard was looking after our valuables. Haha. Took a breather and we all part our ways. Yijie and me went to JE interchange as we have some stuffs to deal with our ezlink card.

Having a slight headache now, like again. D:

Yup, thats about it. And and, Happy April's fool! Hope you guys had fun fooling people or getting fooled today! ;)

xoxo,

Yijing.

The cranberries.

2010-03-28T14:10:00.008+08:00

It's Sunday once more. Are you guys getting the blues? Because I am. :/

Went to Jurong Point with Shuying yesterday to look for clothes to buy. And now I'm flat broke recurrently. I am left with not a single piece of note in my wallet. Deplorable much! But it's okay, I saved my money for shopping anyway. I just get really sick of having to save up my money for shopping over and over again :(. And to think that I still have a huge amount of stuffs to buy next month.

So after we're done getting the stuffs we wanted, we went home. But I have to leave my house after putting the things I've bought and a change of outfit as I'm meeting Shengrong at Jurong Point again. And as expected, I was late. For 20minutes, I suppose. Hmm.. he bought his bag after a long time of hesitation. Went back to his house to put his new bag and we went to AMK hub. Ohoh and not to forget, I love peppermint ice-cream. Heeeees :). Okay so basically, we were literally rotting there. So we decided to go to Cineleisure for dinner. Ate the heavenly Ramen at Koba~ After our dinner, we went to slack at some place which I don't know what is it called. But I only know the sofa there was so damn comfy :P. Went back to Westmall for movie - Diary of a wimpy kid. It was alright, but the movie duration and storyline was short. I'll rate 3/5 for it perhaps? Walked back to my house after the movie ended. Yay, haha thanks for the piggyback :X. I know I'm fat and heavy lah!! Home sweet home at about 2AM. Bathed and DIED on my bed.

Oh I forgot to blog about this, I saw many people losing their balance on the train yesterday. I know I'm nasty lah, but their face expression was freaking hilarious! And it sent me laughing madly, LOL.

xoxo,
Yijing.

Thoughts that breathe, words that burn.

2010-03-26T19:33:00.005+08:00

Beyond any doubt, it's Friday! ;)
I'm unsure if anyone of you feels the same way as me - the time crawls today.
One thing that beleaguer me is that whenever I look up at the class clock to check the time, only 5minutes passed.

Nothing much to blog about as school ended untimely today. Slacking all the way since 12.30PM to 4.30PM in class and outside the office. Didn't went to CCA for some reasons and I don't wanna talk about it already. -.- Had Parents teacher meeting session (Mr Gan says that I love to daydream and look out of the window a lot) then went to bus rounding with Shengrong. Yeap, that's all for today. I'm tired. ~~Of this life.~~

Solutions are not the answer.

xoxo,
Yijing.

I can't deny.

2010-03-25T20:13:00.006+08:00

I'm updating again. That's because I have nothing better to do. But I think I should do my Social Studies homework 1hour later.

Hmm.. school was quite slack for yesterday and as well for today. I can't really recall anything about what had happened yesterday but I guess I will just blog roughly about it. It was a good thing that we didn't have to go to the canteen for like 1 hour of reading period. Instead, we have to go to the AVA room to learn about the Indian culture. The only thing I like is the air-con over there, seriously. I find it real hard to sleep with that kind of seats we have. Still it was wayyyyyyy better than sitting in the canteen with just fans and benches. Okay I totally forgot what happened yesterday already. I only remembered I went to HKE &Jurong Point after school with Yijie, Vivian, Weiling, Choonsiang, Justin, Chenpang and Zijie. Was bitching about someone while Choonsiang is buying his new school shoes. Like finally.

About today, Maths lesson was damn boring. And I want to mention this again, I HATE HUMANITIES LESSON. Physics was still alright 'cause we were given break in between, and that rocks! Slept throughout English and Chinese lesson again. I have been sleeping a lot in class recently :/. We pwned the teacher during Chemistry again, opps :X. Went bus rounding with Yijie, Vivian, Weiling, Chenpang and Junjie after school. It was nice as it was raining outside. The weather was extremely cooling. I also had quite a wonderful nap on the bus. But when I woke up, everyone alighted. -.- I only saw Yijie and all other strangers. Lmao.

Sighs, attending CCA tmrw I guess.
& Saturday is coming! :) :) :) :) :)

xoxo,
Yijing.

No pain no gain.

2010-03-23T22:58:00.004+08:00

Before I try my best to go to bed and sleep, I think I should do a proper update already. :/
I don't know why I'm having insomnia lately.. getting only 5hours of sleep per day. How am I going to survive in school without sleeping?!

So about today..
Woke up quite early as I did not manage to complete my Maths homework on time. Went to school and copied homework :X. Everyone was busy copying, lol. First time. Our class was supposed to be only filled with slackers. But this time I think nobody wants to stay back. We were late for flag raising as everyone only cares about copying. Maths was the first period. -_- As usual, Mdm Oen gave her very long speech again. But I'm still talking away with Yijie anyway.

Went back to class and realize that we all copied in vain. Mr Gan said that he will go through the homework in class on Thursday. Yijie and me was like, "... ARGH!!!" Learn new topic for Maths today. Seems to be easy. & I was sleeping throughout the whole English lesson as the weather was excessively superlative for me to do that :). It was really cold though. We even went to the Computer lab for Art lesson.

Was 20mins late for Humanities. I hate Humanities lesson. Zzz. Sitting in the very first row and separated from friends. The only person I am able to talk to with is Yuwei man. Crap. I have difficulties trying to text too :/. Chinese lesson was extremely slack like always.

Went to Jurong Point after school with Yijie, Nicole and Shuying. Did some window shopping and I am so coming back on Saturday to buy loads of clothes if possible. It is seriously or nearly impossible for me to not laugh when Yijie is around :). Haha, and it's been a long time since Nicole fed me with her chicken chop! Another fun day today~ Yay. I'm feeling like a little kid.

Damn, I so love to be around my friends. Nothing but happiness and our laughter.
You guys just simply made my day.

xoxo,
Yijing.

Unsaid.

2010-03-22T20:18:00.004+08:00

Back to school, totally sucks. I have so many things in my head right now. I don't know what to do.
Am I okay?

I'm afraid of your love.
I'm afraid that you will one day take it away and everything you ever said to me will shatter.
And I'm afraid I'll be broken once more.

xoxo,
Yijing.

What if?

2010-03-18T12:03:00.008+08:00

Didn't went to school on Tuesday and went to IMM with Shengrong. Lol, saw Axel there.
I have much more things to blog about yesterday cause it was super duper fun! :D Vivian, Kenneth Teo and Chew went to Yijie's house at 10am. Early rightttttt, and I can't believe we had pizza hut delivery for breakfast. And the chicken karaage was mad oily. Luckily it's small in pieces. They couldn't stop laughing at my new fringe :( Say I look like E.T!! Nevermind, wait till it grows..

So while waiting for our pizza to arrive, Yijie showed us some weird horror documentary. It was disgusting to the max. To think that we are still going to eat some good food later on. -_- Okay so after we finished eating, we watched The Ring. It wasn't as scary as I thought. :O But Chew was being hilarious with his slow reaction when Yijie tried to scare him. LOL. The movie ended so we decided to go down for a break. Bought drinks and chips. Went back to her house and watched San Ge Hao Ren. Show ended, Vivian went to play her Chicken Invaders 3. LOL.

Yijie, Kenneth Teo/Chew and me was slacking on the bed. We were snatching for blankets and pillows. Lmao. Guess Vivian was getting bored playing that stupid game so she came to slack with us. Her cold feet scared the hell out of me. Yijie's brother came back suddenly so we have to leave her house. Slacked downstairs and all went back at 6PM.

As for me, I went home, bathed and prepared. Then went out to West Coast Park with Shengrong. I think we chatted for quite long. Anyway star gazing was superb. He had his dinner and it was about time for us to go. Was sent home by him (thanks again) at around 11PM+? I was dead tired I guess, for yesterday. But it was one of my best days. I had so much fun with everyone. :) Thanks~

It's amazing that just by looking at your face, the edge of my lips would curve up.

xoxo,
Yijing.

Cheerful cheerful.

2010-03-15T15:59:00.002+08:00

Woke up, bathe and prepare for school. Met up with Kenneth Teo and Yijie. Headed up to her house and waited for Kenneth Chew to arrive. We all ate cup noodles for breakfast lol. Watched funny videos on Youtube and went to school for Maths lesson. We were late for 30minutes and Mr Gan don't even bother. Fancy us cabbing down to school. Should have gone to school later. :X

After the lesson ended, Yijie and me went over to bus stop to look for Vivian. Took 157 ( to I have no idea what this salon is called. ) for hair rebonding. The hairdresser was kinda l-o-l. But I was teased by him lor. -_- Sat with Vivian until our ass is in pain LOL. Talked and rot.

Rebonding was done after around 2 hours. Not much difference for me as I did straightening last year. But because of the chemicals, some of my hair color came back. Hope I will not get caught during Monday for grooming check.

Cabbed back to school area and bought bubbletea. Went over to kopitiam and talked to Kenneth Teo for awhile and walked to Yijie's house again. But on the way there, Vivian and Yijie made me laugh like #@%#$^%&#%^@&!! I'm blogging with her laptop now as I'm really damn bored. :P

I just screamed damn loud cause I thought I've accidentally backspace my post after typing so much! LOL. Vivian and Yijie was shocked. :X I'm quite high recently, don't know why. It's really great to be happy. :)

Anyway I don't feel like attending art lesson tmrwwwwwwww.

xoxo,
Yijing.

The best day.

2010-03-14T23:05:00.007+08:00

It's been ages since I've last jogged. AND I MUST STOP MYSELF FROM EATING SO MUCH. -.-
I'm fat enough I guess. :/ Anyway my foot sole is hurting a little from wearing heels for up to 10 hours yesterday and jogging today.

I am going to rebond my hair tomorrow with Vivian and with the company of Yijie :D! And I gotta start saving up as much money as I can after that. Don't ask me whyyyy. I just feel broke after buying myself a new phone.

Nonie if you are reading this, please get well soon and take much care! Then we shall go to Causeway point for some shopping. ^^ We really need to catch up soon~.

With you, I'm on top of the world. :)

xoxo,
Yijing.

Nothin' on you baby.

2010-03-12T19:51:00.004+08:00

Before I start working on my new blogskin, I shall update. It's been dead for so long I know, you have my apologies. :') March holiday's finally here. But I'm already fully booked. Remedials and outings. Not sure if I have time to finish up my homework.

Elective modules for the past Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday was quite fun. The instructors were really great. But back to school life now anyway. Freaking hate it when I get caught for grooming check over and over again. Does our appearance affects our grades? I doubt so. Zzz.

Lessons were kinda slack for yesterday and today. Still laughing my ass off with Yijie in class. :) Needless to say, Maths still sucks as always because there is a lot to practice. I'm glad too as I've done my log homework today with the help of him. ;p

xoxo,
Yijing.

Passion.

2010-03-03T21:20:00.004+08:00

I am feeling quite happy now. :D
1. I revised for a-maths! (Miracle)
2. New phone for me!
3. HAIR EXTENSION.
4. *ahems.

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Hmm, okay so.. I guess I am really going to fail my physic test. I was rushing for time to sleep. I didn't get enough of sleep last night I guess. :/ Scribbled rubbish once again and had quite a great nap. But both of my legs were totally numb after I woke up!! And I almost fall while walking. -.-
Moral education for today was kinda lame. But funny at the same time.

I am satisfied with my charcoal drawing~ even though I'm all dirty-.- Passed English and Social Studies so far. :)) Can't wait for my Mother Tongue paper. The rest, I guess I'm going to fail them. So I'm not really excited to know my results. Lol.

Did revision with Nicole, Vivian, Shengrong, Yesheng and Boonping @canteen again. And I swear I hate doing maths question. Was quite pissed off just now. :( Nevermind, anyway it was fun. Hehe. Studying tmrw again.

xoxo,
Jenna.

You have my heart.

2010-03-01T16:14:00.005+08:00

It's time for me to update a bit yeah.. Hah. Didn't have the time to blog for the past few days as I'm out having fun and revising for Common test. And the reason why I am blogging today is because I have no intention of revising Maths at all. I am going to fail the paper anyway, so why bother? I doubt I can remember all the formula too. -_-

School was alright today, but I'm feeling kind of sick. Chemistry test today and I don't know a single piece of shit. Forget it, scribbled nonsense and went to sleep. Stomachache, feeling cold and tired so I didn't bothered to go to the canteen. Although I really wanted to but well yeah.. thanks to my laziness. But Vivian was kind enough to accompany me in my classroom!! :DDDD

My class was in the study area/ ava room/ music room since 11.30AM all the way until 3.30PM. It was seriously cold. And once I got out of the room, it was freaking warm. -.- Not to forget that I walked in the rain just now. Hopefully I won't get sick tmrw. Slight headache for now though. But I don't really give a damn. :)
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So fucking sick of school life! Can't wait for March holidays man.
J-11, (L)

xoxo,
Jenna.

Flavor of life.

2010-02-23T17:33:00.005+08:00

Tiring yet enjoyable day I had today. Had 3 freaking class test in a day. What the hell? And just as you expected I studied none of them! -.- So I'm all prepared to get some nasty results. Common test is just like what, 2 days away. Argh, I don't wanna study for Social Studies. My memory ain't that good when it comes to remembering notes. Wish me luck.

Chinese lesson was super hilarious today! Was mad laughing away with Yijie. And my stomach hurts a lot from laughing too hard. :( I must say that was the best lesson for the day. Like really! Had extra lesson for Chemistry. But too bad I still failed to keep myself awake. And the weather is SO killing me. Sweating like fuck.

Wanted to go home and rest but went to kopitiam with Chenpang, Ernest, Choonsiang, Junjie and Leonard instead for lunch. Headed back to school after eating. Slacking outside 3s6 with Vivian, Justin, Yunhong and co. I guess all of us were waiting for 3s6 to get their banner done. So we went home at around 4.30PM.

Tell me what more can I say?

xoxo,
Jenna.

Miracles.

2010-02-22T20:47:00.008+08:00

Hmm. New blogskin again. :)
I've added tagboard already. No idea why some people come telling me "got tagboard meh?!" when it's just without the message part.
So don't come and act blur now!!

Okay anyway I think I should blog about my school life. Long time since I actually did that.
Reading period today was so-so, quite enjoyable though, the conversation I had. I will not blog about every lesson because you might fall asleep reading 'em. The timetable for today is not that much of a killer. Slept during Chemistry and Chinese lesson. Flunked many class test. 'Cept for English, Social studies and Chinese I guess. Another Physic test tmrw, but I can't be bothered to revise. -.- I'm still in a holiday mood mind you! Common test straight after CNY break is a very "OMG" kind of stuff.

Overall, class was quite fun. Many thanks to my partner, Yijie! We seriously laughed damn hard when we're together. LOLLLLLLLLL. :D
We've been laughing out loud all the way. Just hope that Mr Gan will not have the thought of changing our seats. x_x BUT I CAN'T HELP TALKING TO HER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I feel like cutting my hair short. But on a second thought, I want long hair too. Confused much. :3
Still not quite used to my new fringe. Looks weird to me.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Lies..

2010-02-19T20:31:00.002+08:00

I'm finally here to post as I know my blog is dying soon. I will not blog anything about Chinese New Year because there is nothing exciting for me to share about. Common test's round the corner and I am still not doing anything about it. -.-

Zzzz, kinda fucked up right now so I am going to stop here. Ps.
Will do a better update the next time round. Bye.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Take a leap of faith.

2010-02-12T21:41:00.007+08:00

( He taught me how to love again, to open my heart to someone. )

Wasn't feeling very good yesterday. :(
Sad, confused and all messed up. But I guess I'm okay now after a phone call.

xoxo,
Jenna.

RED HOT LOVE!

2010-02-10T22:07:00.010+08:00

Woots. I've decided to blog today becuz I am mad happy now! Although I'm dead tired and flat broke at the same time. Went home from school at 4PM after going to some school to look at art exhibition. Left house at 7PM and went to Causeway. Met up with my bro at 8PM. We didn't have much time to shop as he have to book in at 9.30PM. And that sucks! But it's okay, we're so going to Centerpoint on Saturday. Last minute I know, hahas. So my bro bought nothing cause he fancy nothing over there. Me?! Mad again when I'm shopping. But we were rushing for time so I only bought heels and makeup. $34 heels! Fucking reasonable price as the heels is super super super HOT. But I regretted paying $9 for the fake eyelashes. Bought new mascara. :) And I forgot all about my eyeliner.

I CAN'T WAIT FOR CHINESE NEW YEAR TO COME!!

Imma buy loads and loads and loads of heels!

xoxo,
Jenna.

Nil.

2010-02-08T18:08:00.009+08:00

So we're entertaining "passerby" today.

7 Feb 10, 09:21 PM
psb: your attitube suck

Haha. C'mon don't make me laugh. You can't even spell attitude. What the fuck is attitube? Lmao. Are you that stupid? Oh yeah you must be cause you don't even know what your name is. Who the fuck are you to comment about my attitude when you don't even have the guts to put down your name? Keyboard warrior much? "I don't have an attitude, you just get on my damn nerves." I doubt you've heard this quote before. Fail much, tard. Tell me straight in my face. Don't behave like a coward. Tsk. And unless you have a ridiculously good attitude, then I'll give you the rights to judge mine. If not, you should jolly well shut the fuck up and not make a fool out of yourself here. :-)

P/S. Please brush up on your English to avoid losing your own face.

xoxo,
Jenna.

No, I don't want to be just friends.

2010-02-06T20:03:00.009+08:00

I wonder why my male friends are always late for meet ups. Letting a girl wait for them?! How unmanly of them!! Okay so basically, Ernest and I were the first to reach Lot one. "Haha", so guess what, everyone was late. Watched Ernest play Jubeat to kill some time. Weiling and Vivian arrived later on. I bought a dress over there after a long time of picking. Then headed to Jurong point. Met up with Chenpang, Siyuan, Leonard and Junjie. Bought a small bag, then we went to window shop. They ate LJS then home sweet home for Ernest, Siyuan and me. The rest went for bus rounding if I'm not mistaken.

xoxo,

Jenna.

Looking back.

2010-02-06T12:07:00.002+08:00

I'm in a rush to go out so it'll be another short post. Sorry. :-)
So I was having nothing to do earlier, and I've went to click each and every folder of my photo album in my computer. Realised how much has changed all these years.. All the happiness, wonderful memories.

Might update later on!

xoxo,
Jenna.

You won't be there.

2010-02-03T21:28:00.003+08:00

Having moodswings recently. For no particular reason at all.
I do not know why too. So don't ask me what happened. It's just nothing.

Another month has passed.. Time really flies.

I really want to know what you think of me.
You'll never know how much you mean to me.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Complicated.

2010-02-02T21:54:00.002+08:00

Nothing to blog about school. Boring shit anyway.
After school, went home to shower and eat. Waited 30mins for 1 damn bus, and it didn't even arrive. Frustrated, cabbed down with Yijie. Met up with Kenneth Chew and Zhilong. Went to Plaza and watch Hachiko. Slacked awhile after movie, then went to star factory. Back to JE, went to Mac then accompany the 2 guys to 303. Home at 9.30PM.

xoxo,
Jenna.

I wanna know what this means.

2010-02-01T20:36:00.008+08:00

You're everything I ever wished for.
Just tell me that we belong together.

& I always thought that if I died tomorrow, I would leave this world the way I was suppose to. Because I loved someone just because I could, but I guess I wasn't blessed enough to have someone loving me back. If I could have three wishes, I would wish for 25 hours a day, 8 days a week, and 13 months a year just to spend a little more time with you.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Pshhhhhhhh.

2010-01-31T12:39:00.005+08:00

Went to lot one with Nicole, Vivian, Weiling, WanQi, Chenpang, Leonard, Ernest and Junjie last evening. The boys were totally late. -.- Dinner at KFC, then went up to roof garden to slack. Took 172 to Jurong Point. Everyone went home while I met up with Yijie and Zhenfeng. Ate burger at Mac. Damn, we waited from 11PM to 2AM for Derek, Kenneth, Zhilong and 1 guy. They rode bicycle across the road, then police car came. They got into trouble most probably. Yijie, Zhenfeng and me waited for around 50minutes? But the police are still there. Zhenfeng went back home at around 3AM + if I'm not wrong. Yijie and me slept for 1-2 hours at my house. Sent her down for cab at 6.17AM. This outing is a total failure. Still no information about them, hope they are fine.

xoxo,
Jenna.

I'd be fine.

2010-01-30T12:36:00.005+08:00

I'm very bored now so I shall blog. Slept super early last night because I was fatigued.. very. Couldn't find my keys in the morning yesterday so I stayed back in school to help out with the decorating stuffs for my class until there's someone at home. But before that, had lunch at KFC with Nicole, Choonsiang, Weiling, Ernest and Chenpang. Nicole went home while we went back to school. Slacked in class, Leonard's got bats in the belfry man. Throwing volleyball in the classroom so hard that it keeps bouncing everywhere. Anyway, went home at 6pm after helping out! Mr Gan definitely owe me bubble tea. -.-

I miss the God damn time in Malaysia! >:(

xoxo,
Jenna.

Are we getting there?

2010-01-28T15:43:00.007+08:00

Am very very very lazy to blog! But I feel like blogging about my camp. :X
And this is going to take up quite a lot of my time. -.-

25th Jan.
I cannot remember much. But I think that trekking is kinda enjoyable.
Especially when passing by the bridge. Hehe. The monkeys or whatever were cute as hell!
But I really hate and like the fact that each destination we were heading to take about more than 1 hour or so. Disadvantage is that it's taking up too much time. The advantage is that I can sleep and enjoy the damn air-con rather than walking under the sun. :)
Eating meals were fun, and I think that we had all became much closer as classmates. <3
Had pillow fight with Justin and Zijie. LOL.

26th Jan.
Woke up, then went to find Yijie and Winki. The air-con in my hotel room was freaking cold. I had a hard time trying to get back to sleep. Went to visit a Malaysia school, so many hot guys. Omg. And not to forget, their classrooms were soooooo well painted. Unlike ours. -.- Their basketball players.. total ownage skills and speed. I might not have blogged about all the places because I've forgotten where we've went to already. Anyway, I did not enjoy the fireflies cruise at all. It is boring to me. :( Kind of creepy too.. dark, cold and all. Headed back to the hotel, like finally please! Bathe and everything, then went to Kenneth's room. Too much people in there, so some went up. Played games, chat and drink. We heard scary sounds too, after talking about ghost. So we stopped, and continue chatting about other stuffs.

27th Jan.
Some were tired so they slept first. But most of us were awake until 6am. Went back to our room and slept for about 50minutes. Had breakfast together, then went for journey again. Dead tired. Slept a lot in the bus. Not really a fun day cause we were only looking at plantations! Grr. Super sunny and the flies were super irritating. Last meal for our camp was HORRIBLE. I only ate rice and egg. Boo. Reached school at around 5pm. Went home, then prepare to go out again. Caught Sherlock Holmes, slacked for awhile then reached home at 11pm.

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School life's back again. Noooooooo. I miss all the fun I had with my classmates.
But this trip is definitely worth it, I think we all share some bond now. :)

xoxo,
Jenna.

Holding onto nothing.

2010-01-23T20:49:00.006+08:00

Been fucking irritated nowadays. Nothing seems to go the right way.

Everything is in a mess. And there's nothing I can do. I'm equally stressed out right now.

And I've gotten myself a seriously deep cut on my finger last morning. Was rushing for school and the blood just kept on bleeding and dripping. It hurts a lot. So I was having a real hard time bearing the pain the whole day yesterday. I guess it's starting to heal slowly now, but there's sure to be scar. No doubt..

I'm really getting sick and tired of everything happening around me now.

Let's hope I'll have fun during the camp. Nah, maybe not.

Not when you're going to miss someone. :-(

I'm the kind of girl that won't cross your mind.

xoxo,

Jenna.

You have the key.

2010-01-22T16:45:00.007+08:00

I like the way I can't keep my focus. I watch you talk, you didn't notice.
I hear the words but all I can think is we should be together.

Everytime you smile, I smile.
And everytime you shine, I'll shine for you.

Whoa oh, I'm feeling you baby.
Don't be afraid to jump then fall, jump then fall into me.
Be there, I'm never gonna leave you. Say that you wanna be with me too.
Cause I'm gonna stay through it all so jump then fall..

xoxo,
Jenna.

Matter of time.

2010-01-18T20:04:00.004+08:00

Just how long can I keep up with this?
I know where I stand now.

What am I?
I'm merely a two faced girl.

I see everything so clearly.. Everyone..
Every little action. It shows something. I know it.

People are people, and sometimes it doesn't work out.
And we know it's never simple, never easy, never a clean break.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Tell me why.

2010-01-17T21:53:00.005+08:00

I have no intention of blogging at all today. But I have nothing left to do.

A quick and short post will do? :-)

Okay first, went to the library with the same few peeps to finish up my homework. Didn't expect there to be freezing cold. Maths sucks! I know I've said this many times but still!

Was hanging around with Vivian at Safra while the guys play Dota &L4D.

So.. we tried to kill time by taking photos and talking crap. It works though!

Everyone was sitting around BP after coming out of Safra. Headed back to Jurong Point after that, went for dinner, and went home with 4bodyguards! Wahaha. Joke. Photos would be uploaded some other time I guess?

xoxo,

Jenna.

Avatar.

2010-01-17T09:23:00.004+08:00

( Lazy to type! Haha. Long day. )

xoxo,
Jenna.

Put away.

2010-01-15T21:06:00.006+08:00

There's so much things I yearn for, yet I can't get.

What am I trying to do? What is it that I want?

What's with me. Sheesh.

Anyway, took height and weight today during PE.

Guess what?! I've lost 1kg. Yay-ness!

( Nothing to brag about, I know. I'm just being delighted. )

But on the other hand, I didn't grow even just 1 cm.

Awww.

xoxo,

Jenna.

Unexpected.

2010-01-13T21:13:00.004+08:00

Okay I'm actually very reluctant to blog but oh well..

I am happy and sad at the same time because I didn't get to watch Avatar and I am happy because I am getting a mp3 player soon. Hope that it doesn't have the same pathetic ending as my iPod.

I cannot believe I am going to the library to finish my homeworks nowadays. But my Maths still sucks k. I am kinda sick of eating curry puffs all day long LOL. So ate nuggets for today.

Everything was fine until some guys met a guailan girl I think.

Kinda spoil the atmosphere. Gym on Friday, anyone?

Oh ya gotta thanks ernie for sending me home these 2 days.

I hate the timetable for tmrw. x-x!

xoxo,

Jenna.

To do list!

2010-01-12T21:25:00.004+08:00

1. I must not be selfish.
2. Don't be violent. -.-
3. Stop using vulgarities.
4. Exercise more!
5. Stop spending all my money.
6. Don't spoil any guitar.
7. Improve in studies.
8. BE OPTIMISTIC ABOUT EVERYTHING!

xoxo,
Jenna.

In a daze.

2010-01-11T21:02:00.003+08:00

I can't believe I actually forgot to bring my art work home last week.

And now I only have got 2 days to get it done.

Should be watching Avatar tomorrow. Like finally.

I love my new hairstyle by the way.

:-)

To PSB,

Yes I am from Fuhua sec.

And you are?

xoxo,

Jenna.

Rainbow.

2010-01-09T16:19:00.003+08:00

The thinning drapes can't hold in the room's dark night. It will too, fade.
The dawn awakens me, shining light on last night's dream. It took until this moment for me to understand a little.

Your love is like a rainbow in the sky, after the rain, dazzling, yet baffling your contours. Your love is like a rainbow, I open my arms but all I grasp is the wind.

You're like sun through rain, hard to predict.
The more I try to fathom, the more I fail to understand.
All I can do is gradually acknowledge this story was all a mistake.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Weary days.

2010-01-07T21:07:00.007+08:00

The title of my blog post should explain everything.

Apparently my blog is already dead, so this is the reason why I am blogging today.

I had a bad start off with 2010. And yeah that sucks. School sucks too.

Just 6 5 pathetic girls in my class. I find it kind of awkward to communicate with other new classmates. But now with Zhenhang sitting beside me I think I feel okay.

Maths homework is seriously killing me.

I reach home at 6.30pm like almost everyday and I don't think I have the time to finish all of my homework. A-Maths never failed once at making me sigh all the time.

I have no idea how to describe how I am feeling now.

Disconsolate, melancholy and everything.

:-(

P/S. I hate school.
I know you do too.. As the case may be.

xoxo,

Jenna.

Heart.

2010-01-03T13:10:00.006+08:00

I've heard every album, listened to the radio.
Waited for something to come along, that was as good as our song.
~
'Cause our song is the slamming screen door, sneaking out late, tapping on his window.
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow 'cause it's late and his mama don't know.
Our song is the way he laughs. The first date man, I didn't kiss him and I should have.
And when I got home, 'fore I said amen, asking God if He could play it again.

xoxo,
Jenna

Mad World.

2009-12-26T00:49:00.005+08:00

All around me are familiar faces.
Worn out places, worn out faces.
Bright and early for their daily races.
Going nowhere, going nowhere.

And their tears are filling up their glasses.
No expression, no expression.
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow.
No tomorrow, no tomorrow.

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad.
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had.
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take.
When people run in circles, it’s a very, very Mad World.

Children waiting for the day they feel good.
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday.
Made to feel the way that every child should
sit and listen, sit and listen.

Went to school and I was very nervous.
No one knew me, no one knew me.
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson.
Look right through me, look right through me.

And I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad.
The dreams in which I’m dying are the best I’ve ever had.
I find it hard to tell you, I find it hard to take.
When people run in circles, it’s a very, very Mad World.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Merry Christmas.

2009-12-25T00:00:00.009+08:00

( Every time we love, every time we give, it's Christmas. )

~~Candy canes,~~ Pizza and party for me. ♥
I really wanted some gingerbread man though.

xoxo,
Jenna.

Alright with me.

2009-12-24T10:28:00.000+08:00

( I turn my head and I look away. But I can't control my eyes around you. )

Inspire once more.

2009-12-18T11:47:00.001+08:00

( Attitudes are contagious. Are yours worth catching? )

Smokin' hot.

2009-12-16T14:50:00.000+08:00

I love him to the core. Really.

Chris daughtry.

2009-12-10T13:36:00.003+08:00

You gotta love him.

xoxo,
Jenna.